Things I am leaving behind in 2024 // Personal

The start of my year was absolutely wonderful, I got engaged over Christmas and just had a really positive and creative outlook on life, I decided to start writing again along with doing my photography but unfortunately life took a slight nose dive at the end, 2024 ended with a lot of sickness and people from my past desperately trying to bring me down so I thought to jump start the new year with all the things I want to hopefully leave in the old one.`

• My insecurities – This is going to be one of those better said than done things, I have always struggled with my insecurities throughout my whole life and I wish I could leave them behind forever, But I guess what I can do is not let them bother me as much as I used too
• My bullies – Its honestly shocking that grown adults bully other grown adults, apparently we’re still in the playground, this year, after something I cannot properly discuss here happened, I decided I was no longer going to be bullied by people. One to many accusations has caused be to mute/block and never look back.
• Boring footwear – Kinda a silly one but I only own a few pairs of shoes, 2025 is going to be the year of fun footwear, I have already started with a funky deep purple light reactive pair of platform boots.
• Putting things off – I have such a habit of leaving things for the next day. Usually down to me being exhausted but I really want to try and be more forward and get things done when they need to be done
• Less feeling inadequate as a parent – this one, much like the first is better said than done, I always feel like I am never good enough for my children (the bullies do not help) but I know I am doing my best for them, I work hard for them and provide for them. I need to daily reminders that they love me and that I am a good parent.
• Eat less junk – easy food is a convenient thing for me, I rarely eat when I have my children and either end up snacking. I need to properly feed myself when I am on my own.

I truly hope I go into the new year with a better outlook on life and shine through the rubbish some try and throw at me, work hard at my blog and socials and get back to where I was with it.

I also hope that everyone had wonderful 2024 and that I look forward to seeing you all on the other side in the new year.

Happy New Year 2025!